It's been 6 months now that I've been living in Farnborough. Never did I think I'd lose you this year, especially like this. You were everything to me down here :(. I miss you for so many reasons and can't believe I can't see you again. I just hope you knew how much I cared about you and I do know that we had an incredible summer together, just me and you. I'm skiing with your family in a week, I know how happy that would make you to know I'm still around them.. they are doing so well but miss you so much. I just wish we could have spent this Christmas together, I know how special you wanted to make it for me. Always thinking of you, I love you Rose xx